NTU So Far
July 28, 2008
Internet needs LAN cable...

Tomorrow orientation. Actually today but i skipped it. I am just an anti-social person... Plus, they just scream and scream... And have to pay $60!!! T.T

My room is the last. My hall is super far. My leg is aching from walking.

I feel sleepy all the time. Bed is too soft.

Watched Dark Knight. So much for wanting to watch it. It is gross. Too scary for me T.T Not to mention those people behind me form another drama. They talked non-stop!


Girl : Eh, I thought you have to go back at 6?

Guy : No la.

Girl : But you said your mom asked you to come back at 6.

Guy : When?

Girl : Last week.

Guy : That was last week la.

pK : [in mind] If you have to go home then go! Stop talking here!!!


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 9:48 PM | 0 comments
A Tale
July 24, 2008
A student asks a teacher, "What is love?"

The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the paddy field and choose the biggest paddy and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big paddy, but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later.

Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him.

Later, when he finished more than half of the paddy field, he start to realize that the paddy is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted !!!!

So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.

The teacher told him, "this is love. you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realize, you have already miss the person.

""What is marriage then?" the student asked.

The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back.

But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.

"The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn. you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get, this is marriage."


ps : Watched Sex and the City. It is 2 hours 30 minutes long! But not bad. I mean how many old women look so hot?! OMG! Damn hot. And damn rich. Better than Made of Honour... :D


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 9:05 PM | 0 comments
Lonely
July 23, 2008
Have you ever felt so lonely?

Your family is right next to you. But you are so so lonely cuz you cannot talk to them.

Your sis scolding each time she opens her mouth.

Your dad glued to the tv and not wanting to talk about anything emotional cuz he has enough to worry about.

Your mom keeps asking if you talk to her cuz she cannot catch up with whatever you are talking about.

You think of who you can call. One by one off the list. Cuz you just cannot imagine talking to them. Sometimes, you talk to those who you are comfortable with. Someone you feel like talking to.

Or they are not free.

And you are picky.

But you have nothing to talk about, actually.

You just need someone to talk to. Someone. To talk about nothing.

And music does not help. It makes you feel even more lonely.

I feel so lonely. Like I am left out in this world. Not cuz people leave me out. Cuz of me.

People who you want to talk to at this moment, those people you chose, did you choose them cuz of their public social status? Or cuz of their status in your heart?


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 9:18 PM | 0 comments
Why now?
July 22, 2008
I am scared.

Of uni...

I know, this is so stupid. But it is really scary.

The fear of not knowing how it is like.

Will I be able to graduate with a good results?

Will I make good friends? Do I even want to? Haha.

Will I face a lot of financial issue?

I am such a noob at appearance and dressing up. And my sis always said that appearance is damn important for business. Worry.

Will it last? Relationships.

When will I grow up? Do I even want to start taking all the responsibility?

I don't want to leave home. A very sudden feeling. I want to stay like this. With my family. Sigh...

This is it. 6 years of my life there. No turning back. Maybe more, I think 10 years. I do not want to marry a SG guy. NO!

Why this feeling?


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 10:38 PM | 0 comments
My Beloved Hall
July 18, 2008


Since I was worrying about my hall in NTU. Guess what? Worry no more.

I got Hall 10.

Features

1. Dad says that I get to exercise a lot, thanks to my new hall cuz it is furthest away from the NBS and nearest to the entrance/exit. Glad that I can go out anytime.

2. Next to the under construction Hall 11. Not to mention NBS is next to an under construction site.

3. All buses passing there are leaving NTU. Those that are coming in needs to go a big big round before getting to NBS. So I can get a good view and relaxation before going NBS. In fact, I can have more time thinking about business when I am changing bus. Or I can get more exercise walking to the bus station.

4. Surrounding only has one canteen. Good for me, I do not have to think so much about food and worry where to eat.

5. Everywhere else are houses. So, I will get a homey feeling.


I am so exalted with the given choice. So extremely excited to see my hall and get into uni life. So eager to go around my campus.

Glad that I do not have to be bothered by appealing for a new hall cuz it is not allowed. At least, less one thing to think about.

NBS students should walk more cuz they need to keep up with the fast-paced business world. Eng. students should be given a break cuz they deal with lots of calculation. Their brains are tired.

It will be a great combination if I were given the sixth floor of the furthest block. It will be a perfect settlement.


ps : I hope the Internet works.


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 6:17 PM | 0 comments
For Bh!

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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 12:03 PM | 0 comments
Update
July 17, 2008
I get what bh feels. Haha. When you are bored and lonely and the Internet is your only companion, you tend to turn to blogs. Maybe that will explain why bi is having so many hits recently :) Cuz I kept opening his blog, waiting for more crap, camwhore, self-praise :D

Money issue that I have been worrying about. It is nothing much, I guess. After all this, I won't be thinking about them anymore. After everything is settled. So, why should I be worrying about this and thinking that my family is not being helpful either cuz they do not want to or they cannot? They are trying, in their ways.

Honestly, I am envious of those able to afford. Or got a scholarship. Do not have to think abut anything cuz money matters solved either father printing money or money come pouring down.

But they deserve it. Nope, I do not regret my results. I am okay with it. I mean 2As 3Bs is not that great but it is okay. Not getting the A in chem is a little disappointing cuz I like chem ;p I have given up in phy for a long long time. It just does not make sense. Haha. I mean math makes more sense than phy. I am so going towards death by saying that. Haha. 1 + 1 = 2 is easier than drag force or whatever force.

But not getting an A just proves I am not good enough in the science. Hence, business. One subject that i really really enjoyed is econs. Surprisingly. Despite the teacher... But I like learning from him ;p He is weird but everything he said are self-experienced. And the world issues he included. Haha. But no! I am not his fan. Just the subject and the way he taught it. So, jas, don't compare you + ms t with me + him. Haha.

The results of hostel is not out yet. I truly hope I get to be with sh!!! T.T


I am having this pre-enter U symptom.

NTU is far far away from everywhere. It is really really blinking far away. Going to Orchard needs ~ 1 hour. ARGH!!!!!!!! It makes me feels really secluded, trapped. I mean if you are going to get a part time tuition job, imagine how far you have to go... Or depending on the bus... I prefer mrt. Definitely. Not hot and waiting time is fixed. Not to mention the new circle line is not going to be much help... ARGH!!!!!!!

What I am worrying is whether I would be able to spend money. Like last time. I mean with loans and stuff, does it mean that you must be really really stingy? Sigh. And I want to watch movie :( Buy random stuff once in a while. Eat expensive food :( And I bet travelling will be expensive too.

Maybe it is my immaturity.


ps : I am a complain kid.


You know what I wished that I had wished for? Somebody to suddenly give me a lot of money enough to cover my uni years. It is that bad. Like some rich people who spend money like tap water to just give me that little bit :( It won't hurt.


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 11:09 AM | 0 comments
Blinking Shit
July 16, 2008
Not the A levels. It is now!

What am I doing?

1. Worrying about loan, income tax, household income, calculations of the need of a loan, estimating my annual spending, signing of documents, guarantors, all the blinking fees, time frame for me to get all stuff done so that i can come back in Aug, etc.

2. Attending funeral and visiting the sick older generation.

3. Teaching tuition to the Form 5 girl.

4. Undone and not started packing and shopping.

What am I supposed to do...

Planning on packing only two bags : one large, one small. Excluding a carry bag. I do not know how to bring the pillow which mom insist on me bringing. Not like they are the one carrying it anyway.

Honestly, I do not know what to buy. Nothing... Clothes? So that I have to carry more? Bags? Even more rubbish?


ps : I wonder if any 'privileged' kid gets to worry about this. I really hate money.


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 8:00 PM | 0 comments
Zone Alarm 2
July 15, 2008
Reinstalled Zone Alarm and now my Firefox became like brand new. luckily i remembered my add ons. Or else i would have difficulty searching one by one.

Still waiting for Microsoft update... sigh.

After everything, internet zone security put high is still ok :)

This is really COOL. It is worth your time. Watch it!


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 5:10 PM | 0 comments
Zone Alarm
Finally. Found out the reason why my laptop cannot go online. It seems that some update from zone alarm did that. And I thought my laptop is dying :(

So for those people with zone alarm and suddenly cannot go online [luckily my pc is still ok], most probably you downloaded an update. the solution is here.

Now back to me.

Leaving on the 26th. Confirmed. With a bus. Alone. And it is in Novena. I know. How am i going to carry everything, huh? Well, that is just too bad for me.

Note to self : find a cheap and good bus near NTU.


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 11:39 AM | 0 comments
Tag Tag Tag
July 07, 2008
1. What is the most important thing in your life?
hm. many many things.

2. What is the last thing you bought with your own money?
a treat for family.

3.Where do you wish to get married?
somewhere decent.

4. How old do you think you'll be permanently owned by your lover?
owned? sounds like an item. hm...

5. Are you in love?
hope so ;p

6. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
somewhere in sri sentosa.

7. Name the latest book you bought?
blink. still reading it.

8. What is your full name?
you should know.

9. Do you prefer mother or father?
mom when she buys me stuff. dad when he fetches me. sis when she buys me stuff and fetches me ;p

10. Name a person that you really wish to meet in your real life for the first time.
i do not know... nobody...

11. Christina or Britney?
christina.

12. Do you do your own laundry?
most of the time.

13. The most exciting place you want to go?
no where. oil price increase better stay at home. and sleep.

14. Hugs or Kisses?
hugs.

15. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
nobody. i stole the tag ;p

16. 8 things I'm passionate about
honestly, i don't really get this passionate thingy. i mean how can you be passioante about something? maybe it is just me.

17. 8 things I say too often
don't know.
sleepy.
sien.
[sigh]
[zhe]
[hm!]
don't want
shit

18. 8 books I've read recently
f5 add math [currently teaching one f5 girl add math]
blink
freakonomics
kumon solution books [hahaha]
cleo
handphone magazine
dik cerdas [shin chan]
NTU handbook

19. 8 songs I could listen to over and over again
cranberries dream
secret soundtrack first kiss
jay chou bu neng shuo de mi mi
james blunt carry you home
jason mraz i'm yours
mariah carey touch my body
colbie cailat realize
colbie cailat bubbly
james blunt beautiful

20. 8 things I learnt last year
a little cooking. not much. forgotten them.
some small formulas in math.
my dog is so cute.
a little about myself.
some jobs are not worth it.
driving [and still hating it]. [last year? nah, change the question to over these past few months]
hairstyle can change a person's looks a lot!
a bit of dota.

21. 8 people you tag
just do it! hahahaha.


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 10:44 AM | 0 comments
My Price
July 04, 2008
what the blink, how can i be cheaper than bi?!! argh!!!!!!!!!!


bedroom toys



take this, bi!



bedroom toys

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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 10:59 AM | 0 comments