January 08, 2010
Once again, but this time, worse. Really never hated going back there so much. I don't know.

I am so so going to miss being at home. I mean the part where they come back one by one and you know what they are going to do. Like dad will be tending to his plants and the dog will be peeping through the hole at the door, mom will watch Justice Bao and Korean drama if she made it in time, seeing what she is cooking for the night and waiting for the time sis will be back cuz you are not sure if she would have part time on that day, listening to the way she says, "Hi, Dad!", feeling excited if she is back early, cuz she would disturb the dog, or if her mood is bad when she is back. And disturbing my dog, wetting his paws and make him run, seeing his unexpected reactions, listening to his once in a blue moon gentle barking, bathing him, petting his soft fur and cute ears, treating him as a pillow :D Reading Shin Chans. Sleeping in the evening. Looking at the sunset. Sitting at the balcony with dad and dog. Living at home.

And having two extreme group of friends. One who you can dress up and go walk around, well, at least you force them to dress up, knowing that after a while, one of them will complain tired and sit down at every possible corner, trying all types of food, sharing the cost which should be the best part, criticising the food and seeing each other teasing one another and the funny sarcastic remarks and camwhoring, listening to "gosh" by one who claimed that she cannot speak English, and trying on clothes and going back late cuz of the jam, stucked in the car and talking cock, my favourite part of going out with them.

The other extreme end who will pretend to have a sweet and feminine voice whenever she calls me cuz I told her to be more feminine but screams like crazy when I am next to her, blasting remixes from Lady Gaga to Mariah Carey until the maximum volume with me sitting at the rear, not getting a chance to worry about anything or even think about anything, entertained to two DJs sitting in front who are basically screaming at the top of lungs along with the songs during jam, criticising me being a log and not having a life, listening to their funny stories.

:') I have such great life. Here, right now. And it ends here, for now. Til I am back. wtf.


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 10:15 AM | 0 comments
September 17, 2009
Honestly, I never thought this would really happen to my family.

A guy (tenant) had no choice but to lead some robbers all the way from Kepong to my house. Like what are the chances unless if you are damn unlucky. Not to mention that the police took so long to come cuz they need to eat before fasting (Well, they do need energy since it is going to be a long "fruitful" day). [PK does not want to be jailed]

And don't be fooled by those TVB stuff you saw in TV, the part the police tracking the robbers with phone calls, maybe. At least, I think it only works with TVB actors or if you are in Hong Kong. And they took the guy away as hostage and asked for more money.

I hope they won't ever come again cuz now they know how poor my family is but I still cannot let go of the fact that they know my house and how to get in. And what is more, they know the gender proportion in my house cuz the hostage has such great honesty. Well, at least he was not in any better position. He was beaten up quite badly, apparently.

I hope they all die and rot in hell. Or at least break their arms. I hope someone else will break into their houses instead. Like someone said, 'Robbing from robbers is not a crime'.

I am really worried for my family's future safety.

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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 9:44 PM | 0 comments
March 05, 2009
I really really miss being pampered in JB. Damn.

I miss JB. I miss them. I want to go back...

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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 12:02 AM | 0 comments
October 20, 2007


my dog is cute, right? sorry, jas, never managed to bring the picture. so now you can see it here :D xiao hao4 is in mandarin and it is actually from the word hao zi which means rat... so... haha. but it is so tiny and it can never stop biting! but cute at the same time :D ok, i brainwashed myself into thinking it is cute. haha. actually, it is cute when it is sleeping and making that sound as if it is really sad when we leave it alone. but when it starts jumping around, i really cannot take it. it seems that the leg is very fragile too, so it cannot jump from very high place. and it does not help with the fact that it loves to jump! the ears are so cute!!! haha.

a levels coming and i am stil playing. but sort of want to give up putting anymore info into my brain cuz it is not going to work, i will never be able to do ionic, or anything else. feels like just giving up and go into the exam with whatever i have in my tiny brain! really. should i? cuz this is too scary. like knowing things at the last minute and the fact that you spent so much time with it and in the end, you still have got no idea wtf the question is asking about when the question comes out in a levels. then you feel so demoralized cuz you spent so much of your time on it T.T

tired and do not want to think about anything.

what do you do when somebody do not think like you or like everyone else does? does this mean you are right? or at least socially right? what if it is starting to give you pain in the a*! how many times can you put yourself in their shoes (and still not understand anything every single time you did that)?! how many times can you use the same excuse for a person, thinking that this is inherent in this person and so i cannot help it? when do you know that you have stop having feelings? how do you know you are ready to let go of whatever it is that is or was important to you? when will the fear of insecurity and fear of changes ever going to leave? when someone hurts you, is it that person insensitive or you are too sensitive?

sigh... just some questions about life that has been bugging me... haha.

sigh... a levels.

sigh, sick again. sore throat.

ps : i have concluded that i am super chicken! sis should understand. i bet that's what she thinks too... isn't it?


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 11:42 AM | 0 comments
October 06, 2007
went to visit the country today. some me and my local friend day and i did not have a local friend... so... anyway, for the first time, sat on a topless bus. like those that you see the rich foreigners take.

it was ok. and the duck tour which travels on the land and sea. it was quite boring but still acceptable. cuz the tour guides basically repeated what they said.

had a new dog. miniature pinscher.

do not really like it but oh well, must go back and take a good look. heard that it is still so young that it cannot walk. so it hops... weird, but never mind. named xiao hao. don't know what that means too. sigh... still like my terrier T.T

a levels soon. don't want to think about it.

most probably i will end up back there. come to think of it, it is not bad. it is not easy to get into u here. and once you get in, there will be like the same kind of pressure. i am really not sure. plus, i do not even know what course i want. most probably business. art? :D


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 9:03 PM | 0 comments