Dream On
November 02, 2008
I had a dream. Not the song.

While I was taking a supposedly 15 mins nap. But it drag on to more than an hour. A nightmare. Which I could not wake up from.

Just when I thought I opened my eyes staring at my wall, it was also part of the dream. Sort of a half awake condition. And I fell back into the nightmare. Of a stalker and nobody could help me. A very keen and scary and loves red stalker. Not as bad as the Dark Knight's Joker but it is just as scary. And the setting is also in school, hall and bus... A nightmare I could not wake up from. Literally.

I feel so tired after I dreamt. Too 'yit hei', I think... So tired...


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 4:25 PM | 0 comments
bad dream
March 01, 2008
okay. bad dream.

first i was a married woman. and i tried to kill myself to only be found by my hubby. and then i was admitted to the hospital. and since suicide is against the law, i was going to jail. for 5 years + 24 years + 39 years. can buy number already. hehe.

i just want to say that my hubby in the dream is so stupid. just cuz he saved my life, i have to spend the entire of it in jail. thanks, man.

then it was a secondary school trip to a mortuary. yup, wth. and we were in this bus -van like vehicle and it was turning around a a -bit -more -and -the -whole -car -will -overturn corner near a big drain. and after that we saw a priest and a woman, i am not sure if she is a nun but she looked more like a volunteer praying by the road side where there was a car totally smashed up.

then we reached the temple. i do not know why but it looked like a temple. we reached an open room and the teacher said that the body is not wrapped yet but we can a have a look. wth. there are windows and people can practically accidentally see it even if they do not want. plus there are two entrances at both opposite sides of the wall!

and the students just went in and walked out like it is an exhibition! and i looked from outside.

the mouth moved. and i was like, 'is that normal?' to my friend. the teacher said that it is normal due to the chemical... and then i looked even more. the hand move from the side to the head and now the head is resting on the hand like how some would do before sleeping.

plus, the back of the head is totally open and gone. perhaps the skull at the back of the head smashed too. and the body is grey. well, at least the face was grey!

and it seemed this body was from the car accident we saw before coming.

i just have to wake up.

forget about that.

today i have to work extra! wth. one sec 1 student is so annoying i just want to stop talking to her. she kept on saying 'don't know' and 'not wrong la, you see!' if it is marked wrong.

Then you fjolly well try again instead of wasting my not -supposed -to -be -teaching -on -saturday time.

annoying!

next is another one asking about i ...

so glad when they left but this is going to happen on every sats... T.T

bought useless magazine cuz i felt like buying.

well, it is no point reading time and economist only, right? :p so i bought cleo [for the first time, and no, it is not seventeen!] to improve eq. hehe.

basically the first 20 pages are advertisements. i have yet to read anything nice as printed on the cover. but it seems that there are many products on dark circles around the eyes. hm... good stuff :p and saw this advertisement that i really like. [other than her expression, i think the photo is great!]




ps : very sad that stage6 is shut down... T.T [emoing]


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 8:09 PM | 0 comments
May 30, 2007
it's a nostalgic rainy morning. maybe more of longing. like how the drizzling of the rain and the soft sound can make someone misses things or people. reminds me of a friend who loves rain...

woke up and rolled in my bed for a while, feeling sad. going to go back tomorrow. feels like i will miss here. [as always and when i come back, i will miss there] while i longed to see my family, i miss my friends here too.

maybe it is cuz i fought with al. not exactly verbal fight but a silent fight that suddenly appear. cuz al wanted to play but i was not interested. and i ran away. sigh. and so al played with mc. and she got pissed off with me. some would understand why her reaction was so big. cuz she really cherishes her friends. so now i am left feeling guilty and i have got no idea what to do. while i think this is troublesome, i still need to be back on good terms with her... how?

had a dream, which involved people here. it was a messy dream [dreams are always like that] but i can remember one part particularly well. it started with an email with words like [cannot remember the exact words but this is the best i can do] ,' hi, thank you so much for listening and concerning about me... i don't know what i would do... you are so sensitive and sweet for listening..' and it goes on. the gf saw some part of the email and went away. [i am like a third party. floating around from scenes to scenes] it seems that the person who received the email has a gf and this other girl was emailing him. then this other girl blogged about his gf. something with the title 'what {gf's name} says'. she has a whole part dedicated to her. and she sort of implicitly criticized the what the gf said in the gf's own blog. but i remembered there was a poem. something like

i am scared,
i am scared,
holding the {something sharp} in my {adjective} hand,
seeing your beautiful face, {something that implied that she dropped the sharp object}.

and the other girl's reply in her own blog was something that implied that she thinks the gf is unstable and immature.

this dream is very weird, huh? got a headache and woke up when it ended. but the poem is actually about the gf disliking the other girl. but what the gf was going to do with the knife will always be unknown. this dream is quite energy draining. still can feel the cloud in my head and the weight of my eyelids.

something light for life. have some laughter and astonishments. check this out! the file is a large but it is worth it! feel free to watch the rest too. it's really funny. unless you felt some discrimination. then, i will have to apologize.


http://gprime.net/video.php/theglasstrick

http://gprime.net/video.php/japanesepranks

http://gprime.net/video.php/pepsivscocacola

http://gprime.net/video.php/2004votingmachine

http://gprime.net/video.php/lotrthetruestory

http://gprime.net/video.php/newsreportfromiraq

http://gprime.net/video.php/broadcastcensorshipcommittee


was searching for a blog for quite some time and found it last night. i like the way the blogger blogs. i am surprised how the blogger can find a person, who many hates, nice. maybe this can help me change my perspective... i am really interested...


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 9:48 AM | 0 comments