January 25, 2010
You know when you really really want something, or you thought that you really want it. And you worked a little bit harder than usual for it. And many people offer you the chance only to withdraw it cuz of unforeseen circumstances, and then there is one, smacked right on your face, the only thing is that it offers the worst conditions.

Now, you would have to reconsider, is it something that you really really want? That much? Sigh.

Harlow. My favourite modules this sem are two languages!!! Yes, I hope I don't die from taking two languages.

As for the above, I am seeking to switch hall. And there are 3 people who are OK until the end whereby they are not OK anymore due to some stuff. And now, there is this person who is OK, but what do you say or do when the first thing you see when you come out of her room is a huge giant roof which seems like 1 meter away from your face, blocking every single air or light or view?


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January 08, 2010
Once again, but this time, worse. Really never hated going back there so much. I don't know.

I am so so going to miss being at home. I mean the part where they come back one by one and you know what they are going to do. Like dad will be tending to his plants and the dog will be peeping through the hole at the door, mom will watch Justice Bao and Korean drama if she made it in time, seeing what she is cooking for the night and waiting for the time sis will be back cuz you are not sure if she would have part time on that day, listening to the way she says, "Hi, Dad!", feeling excited if she is back early, cuz she would disturb the dog, or if her mood is bad when she is back. And disturbing my dog, wetting his paws and make him run, seeing his unexpected reactions, listening to his once in a blue moon gentle barking, bathing him, petting his soft fur and cute ears, treating him as a pillow :D Reading Shin Chans. Sleeping in the evening. Looking at the sunset. Sitting at the balcony with dad and dog. Living at home.

And having two extreme group of friends. One who you can dress up and go walk around, well, at least you force them to dress up, knowing that after a while, one of them will complain tired and sit down at every possible corner, trying all types of food, sharing the cost which should be the best part, criticising the food and seeing each other teasing one another and the funny sarcastic remarks and camwhoring, listening to "gosh" by one who claimed that she cannot speak English, and trying on clothes and going back late cuz of the jam, stucked in the car and talking cock, my favourite part of going out with them.

The other extreme end who will pretend to have a sweet and feminine voice whenever she calls me cuz I told her to be more feminine but screams like crazy when I am next to her, blasting remixes from Lady Gaga to Mariah Carey until the maximum volume with me sitting at the rear, not getting a chance to worry about anything or even think about anything, entertained to two DJs sitting in front who are basically screaming at the top of lungs along with the songs during jam, criticising me being a log and not having a life, listening to their funny stories.

:') I have such great life. Here, right now. And it ends here, for now. Til I am back. wtf.


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