May 04, 2009
First day of work.

Most of my students never sit with me. Maybe cuz they don't know me. Haha. Relieved. Or maybe they know but they are not sure.

I feel so tired despite the fact that I marked so little and handled so little kids compared to last time. Maybe cuz of the chair, maybe the table is too small for me to work like last time, maybe I am just getting old. Haha. Feels kind of sad when I can do things like last time. And when the person next to me gave me the 'vomit blood' students to mark. But I am glad I got a job. And get so busy and stressed up that I cannot work as fast and as efficient.

I need one week of work in order to get used to everything. Monday is the slackest day, I think.


ps: Little kids are funny. One wrote 3:60 as the time as she was waiting for the next minute to start her work. And when she saw 4:00, she had to erase and write again. I am so mean for not telling her despite sitting next to her. But I did have a good laugh, inside. But she is the cutest kid that I mentioned last time.


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 10:15 PM | 0 comments
May 02, 2009
Despite working in the same place last year, I have 'valid reasons' to freak out.

I am afraid that I forgot most of my maths such as 'i' and maybe some algebra. Definitely cannot make it for the integration and differentiation anymore cuz theirs are way harder than A Levels unless if I did engineering...

I am afraid that I cannot keep up with the performance that I once gave. Well, that time still carefree and crazy, so I worked harder.

I am afraid of seeing the same students and cannot keep up with their expectations of me marking darn fast. Most of them would be in higher level now which I cannot teach anymore T.T How embarrassing, right? Not to mention I forgot how to teach some stuff.


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 9:21 PM | 0 comments