June 28, 2008
finally.

jw left. so i am alone with a bunch of new people. sigh. have to teach my students and also teach new teachers.

supposed to work until 30 june. but now that two old teachers including me are leaving... the other guy said he would work fro another one week. meaning i should help out too. i am really tired. never have i felt so tired. not since december to may. somehow, since june, it is just so tiring. and i am the only one marking those high levels on saturday. tired~~~ i slept from 7pm to 9am on a sat. feels sleepy now too ;p

futhermore, there will be new students in july. i really do not know how they are going to take it since most of the time it is my table which is full. i wonder what will happen to them after i leave. time for them to suffer ;p

it is like my eyes bags gotten worse. so-called holiday. but if i work, i will have more money. and get annoyed by those students who do not listen to me or just always cannot do. it is tiring to be the one doing the questions instead of them and at the same time, marking their work. how i want to just change roles and i would do my work in one hour and leave instead of sitting there for 9 hours in a row. and students who copies annoys me. cuz i have to check their working and ugly handwriting...

i think i am really tired by 5pm yesterday. cuz i forgotten that 35 and 63 can cancel each other out by 7, haha. and the new teacher also did the same mistake. and i just cannot focus when somebody asked me about graphs and discriminant.

guess i will stay for a while. need the $$$.

not sure how uni life will be. somehow it just feels scary. at least i do not feel great about it. maybe cuz i am really too tired.

plus, driving. do not really want to talk about it.

life is getting more complicated.

btw, i am waiting for those photos in redang ;p

i want a break! haha.

ps : talk about a break. i found a great way eating kit kat. my lastest craze. let it melt. then put in the fridge. after a while take it out and eat it ASAP. delicious~~~


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 6:10 PM | 0 comments
June 17, 2008
finally, a holiday. off from work. and so happened sis has off too :D

so yesterday we went out and ate at delicious in bangsar village. the chocolate brownies with vanilla ice-cream and melted chocolate all over the plate. took a photo of it but somehow, it always look like well... not nice cuz it is all brown and black... even the ice-cream is covered with chocolate syrup and the chocolate syrup does not taste like those cheap chocolates. so it was worth it ;p

the only problem was... it is too sweet that after a few bites, my sis and i just cannot stuff in anymore. too sweet~~~ i think 3 people would be good. maybe 4...

then we went shopping ;p i really like those boutique there, the atmosphere. not sure it is italian or french songs. very nice soothing songs. if you know, please tell me!!! and while my sis was trying on something, i saw the perfect shoes. wait. THE PERFECT SHOE. for all occasions. it is soft and nice. but as usual, no size... cuz apparently the sales for this shoe is not very good. pK has weird tastes, thank you very much. and i tried on the model runway's heels too. perfect fit. damn, i am size 10!

bought nothing.

then went to 1U, sam's second home, and walked around. there was this people in a shop that makes us think that they are from SG ;p shall not comment anymore ;p

went for sushi with my sis. yes, sushi. but not necessarily eat sushi, right? but i tasted one sushi that is nice, well, not bad. i think it has the eggs on top. fish eggs. only that is good. i should not order anything with rice. cuz eating too much of their rice makes me feel funny inside. seems that i am not used to it.

bought two shirts, but i still cannot find a replacement to my yellow shirt :( and an extremely cute pair of shoes :D happey~~~

today is my last day of off. sigh. back to a long long day on wed and sat... all thanks to the free trial! :(

ps : please do not waste your money in the cinema watching made of honor and over her dead body, although i think the latter is not showing anymore. not worth it. save up for something like the dark knight! :D

took a photo last saturday but i did not realize that sis's camera was in video mode. the scenery was outside my house but it was so beautiful. one of the best of my evening photo :(

if only i had put it in camera mode.


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 11:24 AM | 0 comments
June 11, 2008
i hate driving.

it is supposed to be a first time experience for almost every malaysian cuz they can afford it and it is not normal to not have a license. so it is supposed to be something everyone looking forward to and showing off to other people when they get their license...

however,

after 4 class,

i discover that I REALLY HATE DRIVING.

it is damn difficult.

i hate it to the extend that i want to stop driving during my lesson and tell the teacher that i want to go home. i hate it to the extend that i want to cry while parking. i hate it to the extend that i am crying thinking about it and blogging about it.

i really do not understand what is so nice about driving. everytime i hear the sound of engine, i have a phobia.

yes, i am afraid of anything related to car now. not sure about being in the passenger seat though.

i do not want to attend my stupid blinking class tomorrow. i hate driving.

if only i know the strongest word for hate.

i do not like corners cuz i do not know how much to turn the blinking steering.

i do not like traffic lights cuz it takes time for the car to move.

i do not like traffic jam cuz the car in front move very little while i am supposed to know how hard i should press on my acceleration pedal. and the blinking clutch.

i still do not know which gear i am in.

i still cannot see that the road is 2% sloped downwards which i need to control brake.

i still cannot see that my car is moving to the right.


I BLINKING HATE DRIVING. F IT.


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 9:29 PM | 0 comments
Emo
June 10, 2008
just when you thought that the strom is over a.k.a. the part where you hate life and thinks that everything sucks replaced by sunny-flowers-butterflies-love, you start to hate life again.

just because of a stupid thing that you are stuck with.

if you hate something but you are stuck with it and have to do it, it really makes you hate life and drains all energy away from you.

i just want to be a zombie for awhile.

i hate life.

i hate every single blinking thing about life!

AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 12:18 PM | 0 comments
June 05, 2008
kindergarten kids.

they do the most interesting things.

they cry without tears when doing math.

they read out loud without feeling embarrassed.

they scratch their head and ask what date it is. [like they are really clueless]

they dig their nose, burp and many other stuff...

they smile at you with that cute innocent face.


they shit in class.


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 10:58 PM | 0 comments
June 03, 2008
wanted to post a lot of photos of the last two years to encourage more people to go for the redang trip. haha. although i am not going :p

so for those of you who are not going to redang, you can view sy's genting album in facebook. makes you feel like going~~~

so, in the end, everyone is going to NUS except a few of us. yes. i am going to NTU for business!

which means my entire life is going to be there. 3 years uni, 3 years work, 3 more years to pay back the loans which i will be needing :( that is like 10 years :(

i wonder if my dog will still recognize me when i come back :(


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posted by ˈtʃokəlitsrbluː at 10:53 AM | 0 comments