i hate driving.

it is supposed to be a first time experience for almost every malaysian cuz they can afford it and it is not normal to not have a license. so it is supposed to be something everyone looking forward to and showing off to other people when they get their license...

however,

after 4 class,

i discover that I REALLY HATE DRIVING.

it is damn difficult.

i hate it to the extend that i want to stop driving during my lesson and tell the teacher that i want to go home. i hate it to the extend that i want to cry while parking. i hate it to the extend that i am crying thinking about it and blogging about it.

i really do not understand what is so nice about driving. everytime i hear the sound of engine, i have a phobia.

yes, i am afraid of anything related to car now. not sure about being in the passenger seat though.

i do not want to attend my stupid blinking class tomorrow. i hate driving.

if only i know the strongest word for hate.

i do not like corners cuz i do not know how much to turn the blinking steering.

i do not like traffic lights cuz it takes time for the car to move.

i do not like traffic jam cuz the car in front move very little while i am supposed to know how hard i should press on my acceleration pedal. and the blinking clutch.

i still do not know which gear i am in.

i still cannot see that the road is 2% sloped downwards which i need to control brake.

i still cannot see that my car is moving to the right.


I BLINKING HATE DRIVING. F IT.