it's a nostalgic rainy morning. maybe more of longing. like how the drizzling of the rain and the soft sound can make someone misses things or people. reminds me of a friend who loves rain...
woke up and rolled in my bed for a while, feeling sad. going to go back tomorrow. feels like i will miss here. [as always and when i come back, i will miss there] while i longed to see my family, i miss my friends here too.
maybe it is cuz i fought with al. not exactly verbal fight but a silent fight that suddenly appear. cuz al wanted to play but i was not interested. and i ran away. sigh. and so al played with mc. and she got pissed off with me. some would understand why her reaction was so big. cuz she really cherishes her friends. so now i am left feeling guilty and i have got no idea what to do. while i think this is troublesome, i still need to be back on good terms with her... how?
had a dream, which involved people here. it was a messy dream [dreams are always like that] but i can remember one part particularly well. it started with an email with words like [cannot remember the exact words but this is the best i can do] ,' hi, thank you so much for listening and concerning about me... i don't know what i would do... you are so sensitive and sweet for listening..' and it goes on. the gf saw some part of the email and went away. [i am like a third party. floating around from scenes to scenes] it seems that the person who received the email has a gf and this other girl was emailing him. then this other girl blogged about his gf. something with the title 'what {gf's name} says'. she has a whole part dedicated to her. and she sort of implicitly criticized the what the gf said in the gf's own blog. but i remembered there was a poem. something like
i am scared,
i am scared,
holding the {something sharp} in my {adjective} hand,
seeing your beautiful face, {something that implied that she dropped the sharp object}.
and the other girl's reply in her own blog was something that implied that she thinks the gf is unstable and immature.
this dream is very weird, huh? got a headache and woke up when it ended. but the poem is actually about the gf disliking the other girl. but what the gf was going to do with the knife will always be unknown. this dream is quite energy draining. still can feel the cloud in my head and the weight of my eyelids.
something light for life. have some laughter and astonishments. check this out! the file is a large but it is worth it! feel free to watch the rest too. it's really funny. unless you felt some discrimination. then, i will have to apologize.
http://gprime.net/video.php/theglasstrick
http://gprime.net/video.php/japanesepranks
http://gprime.net/video.php/pepsivscocacola
http://gprime.net/video.php/2004votingmachine
http://gprime.net/video.php/lotrthetruestory
http://gprime.net/video.php/newsreportfromiraq
http://gprime.net/video.php/broadcastcensorshipcommittee
was searching for a blog for quite some time and found it last night. i like the way the blogger blogs. i am surprised how the blogger can find a person, who many hates, nice. maybe this can help me change my perspective... i am really interested...
woke up and rolled in my bed for a while, feeling sad. going to go back tomorrow. feels like i will miss here. [as always and when i come back, i will miss there] while i longed to see my family, i miss my friends here too.
maybe it is cuz i fought with al. not exactly verbal fight but a silent fight that suddenly appear. cuz al wanted to play but i was not interested. and i ran away. sigh. and so al played with mc. and she got pissed off with me. some would understand why her reaction was so big. cuz she really cherishes her friends. so now i am left feeling guilty and i have got no idea what to do. while i think this is troublesome, i still need to be back on good terms with her... how?
had a dream, which involved people here. it was a messy dream [dreams are always like that] but i can remember one part particularly well. it started with an email with words like [cannot remember the exact words but this is the best i can do] ,' hi, thank you so much for listening and concerning about me... i don't know what i would do... you are so sensitive and sweet for listening..' and it goes on. the gf saw some part of the email and went away. [i am like a third party. floating around from scenes to scenes] it seems that the person who received the email has a gf and this other girl was emailing him. then this other girl blogged about his gf. something with the title 'what {gf's name} says'. she has a whole part dedicated to her. and she sort of implicitly criticized the what the gf said in the gf's own blog. but i remembered there was a poem. something like
i am scared,
i am scared,
holding the {something sharp} in my {adjective} hand,
seeing your beautiful face, {something that implied that she dropped the sharp object}.
and the other girl's reply in her own blog was something that implied that she thinks the gf is unstable and immature.
this dream is very weird, huh? got a headache and woke up when it ended. but the poem is actually about the gf disliking the other girl. but what the gf was going to do with the knife will always be unknown. this dream is quite energy draining. still can feel the cloud in my head and the weight of my eyelids.
something light for life. have some laughter and astonishments. check this out! the file is a large but it is worth it! feel free to watch the rest too. it's really funny. unless you felt some discrimination. then, i will have to apologize.
http://gprime.net/video.php/theglasstrick
http://gprime.net/video.php/japanesepranks
http://gprime.net/video.php/pepsivscocacola
http://gprime.net/video.php/2004votingmachine
http://gprime.net/video.php/lotrthetruestory
http://gprime.net/video.php/newsreportfromiraq
http://gprime.net/video.php/broadcastcensorshipcommittee
was searching for a blog for quite some time and found it last night. i like the way the blogger blogs. i am surprised how the blogger can find a person, who many hates, nice. maybe this can help me change my perspective... i am really interested...
Labels: Dream, Random thoughts
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